whimper paralyzed dreaming of whimpering paralyzed in bed on repeat
i keep repeating the same three or four sleep paralysis nightmares with the exact same double waking struggle to be able to scream help and to be able to move
if i drift too far i fall into a third state of embodied automation through a corpse processing machine
i can hear my flatmates through the walls mumbling and doing nothing
every time i close my eyes i start to hear the cheery dance music of the corpse processing machine and i snap my eyes open
i'm so tired but the solution is terror
irish isles and fields and knolls
falling and crashing into stony walls and the endless expanse of oceans
little houses peeking through
pushing the dough man down
The North Carolina singer and multi-instrumentalist translates the "story of lightness" into nine experimental ambient spirituals. Bandcamp New & Notable Sep 8, 2021